| this will be a short entry. i made a new blog at a new site. but i still love xanga.. it brings back memories.. but.. I FEEL SO DAMN OLD. college? really? shit. in ways, i feel the same as i did freshman year of HIGH SCHOOL. yeah... arrite.
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| haroo! so.. today there was an ambulence at my house... well not mine.. but.. well it basically was.. because someone was like, on the sidewalk i guess? and yannoe, i was like.. well.. there's 3274958 people there and an ambulence.. so i left. of course, this would be different if i just saw someone lying like, half dead on the sidewalk.. THEN i woulda gone and helped.. but seeing as i really have no idea of what to do at such a situation.. and that i'd be slowing everything down if i went over and checked to see what was up.. i didn't help. and to add to this.. i was totally gonna be late to school. so anyway, it ended up being my neighbor across the street. hrm.. she apparently had a stroke.
next topic. pwahaha, i probably sound like a total jerk for not helping up there^ but well.. seriously. i felt like it would be just like rubbernecking while driving. it'd be a waste and slow everything. anyway.. OHGOD. yesterdayyyyy. so i got into a huge fight with my mom.. because i didn't get her water now.. it's not even like i ignored her. i didn't hear her.. so when we sat down she was like, get me water! and i was like, yeah when i'm done. but she got all mad cause i waited to finish my food.. which was like, a bite away from being finished.. and she didn't even start eating yet. ADDITIONALLY, she never drinks her water until she's finished eating everything =.=;; now it just seems like i'm angry at my mother. which i am. but anyway.. she gets all angry, starts saying i'm disobeying her and giving her an attitude. but now really.. i get her water alll the time, and i never yell at her to shuttup and get her own water. but of course, the one time i don't get her water.. we get into a huge fight and she starts RAWRRRR and starts like, smacking me and stuff. and of course because i'm such a smart person, i smack her back. nowait, i kicked her back. and i ran to my room where i called my dad and totally freaked him out. by the way, for all you crazy people out there who for some stupid reason decide to read this.. this is not considered child abuse. it's just called.. crazy asian mother attack. anyway.. long story short-ish.. huge fight, yelling, massive crying / hyperventilating. (heh, not just me >:]) and such. and she basically told me she'd kick me out of the house next time.. and that well.. we'll not get into that other part :]
NEXT: i finally realized how much i actually like tennis. well.. maybe i don't really like it.. but.. when your life begins to get totally consumed with school and all the crap you do at home.. you need a place to just get out. thank god i have tennis. seriousslyyy. although.. it makes me extremely tired and takes up a crapload of time :[ anyway, i feel like i can just yell out stupid random stuff and take out all my built up angryness inside :]
ANYWAY *siigh* senior year is stressful.. i don't know what the heck i'm gonna do in college.. or after that.. i kinda just need a pause button in my life. but so yeah, if any school people decide to read this.. all of that crap written up there is why i looked so miserably tired today. not to mention all the random band rehersals / concerts that have been going on :] although... i really don't think people read xanga stuff anymore.. i know i never do :D i just needed a way to let everything out again ~ and.. a way to procrastinate from calculus </3
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME MARLSE JED AND EVERYONE ELSEEE YESSSSSS <3 IT'S FREAKING SUNNY AND NICE OUTSIDE FOR ONCEEEE <333333 :] I LOVE YOU ALL :D
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| how should i start this off? SENIOR YEAR IS A MESS. ohhhmyyyygooodness. Calculus is taking up my whole freaking life now. I am actually not happy with this four day weekend thing >:O HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ASK MY TEACHER FOR MATH HELP WHEN I CAN'T GET TO HERRR T__T;;; so yes basically we got a like .. 124 question packet thing that is graded on accuracy and is due on Wednesday.. aka the day we get back to school. not cool :[ and i totally retook some quizzes today.. which i undoubtably failed :[ *siigh* who told me senior year was easy? liarliarliarliarliar! ..although my other classses are pretty good? :D ap lang is by far my favorite ap class :] but i always fall asleep during it D: goodness.. college applications are really annoying too.. better finish up on those :[ hrmm.. got sat scores.. :\ LOL. anyway, enough with this school talk.
SO! tomorrow is halloween!! bahaha, holloween. get it? no you don't :[ i miss trick or treating.. I remember dressing up as a ninja once.. AWESOME. and a buttload of candy <3 but merh it's okay. There usually aren't TOO many people trick-or-treating in my neighborhood.. so i think i'll just eat all the leftover candy ;] ehm.. fail.. i think everything else in my life revolves around school so.. hahaha :P OHOH, I KNOW! PARK BOM<3 i absolutly love her new song :] <3
KAYBYE :D
-edit- i sound like i'm having a spaz attack =.=;;
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| yannoe what's really depressing about coming back to xanga? seeing that a lot of people shut down their sites :[ </3
anywayy !!! :D:D:D:D OMFGILOVEXANGA<3 except now that i'm back on.. i remembered that i don't know how to fix up my xanga or anything T_T;; but merhh whatever :] ohright , senior year sucks butt :\ i feel like i'm messing up my xanga.. YOU KNOW WHAT THIS FEELS LIKE?! WHEN OLD PEOPLE TALK ABOUT HOW COOL THEY WERE WHEN THEY WERE YOUNGER. damnit :[
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